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in terms of you know some kind of

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spiritual presence I consider myself

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pretty energetically dense I've been to

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really haunted areas where people say

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they feel something I don't feel

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anything

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I appreciate it I'm from a third-party

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standpoint that there's probably

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something there they're not online but I

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don't experience much personally that

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isn't driven by psychedelics but a quick

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story I was on this destroyer to

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promoting this movie we were going to a

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few different stops this movie Don

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peyote it's kind of like you know hon

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rest Thompson psychedelic thing and we

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went to a few different premieres up and

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down the west coast and when we got to

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Big Sur like I knew getting on this bus

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that there was a good chance

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psychedelics we're gonna get involved

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and I had said to myself I'm kind of

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done with that like Timothy Leary says

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when you get the message hang up the

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phone I don't need anything but weed

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anymore I don't really want to go down

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there so I was pretty much guarded and

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had made my mind up I might take a cap

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or something a mushroom maybe but I'm

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not gonna go deep and this it's the

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world had other plans for me man because

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I'd never done LSD I got a lot of things

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not LSD in particular and we get picked

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up by this mom and daughter and they're

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driving us through the woods a Big Sur

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and then they tell us that they're on

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LSD if they had found at a concert this

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and I'm like you're driving us on LSD

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with your daughter and from a

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perspective of you know a spiritual

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world manipulating me they put me in

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like the safest environment they tricked

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me it was total trickery because it was

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the most comfortable safest way to

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introduce this to me because I'm like

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okay this mom and daughter they're

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they're you know very disarming you know

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they seem together and so they're like

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here we'll give you a hit and I'm like

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okay 40 minutes later I don't feel

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anything they give me another cut I take

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five hits of this acid and then when I

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it's the second I'm separated from the

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group it all hits me like a ton of

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bricks and I'm Way out of my mind and

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I'm in a love

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I did not want to get to and I felt like

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when I reflect back on that I felt

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played from a higher level I felt like

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these these were kind of you know actors

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who were put in place to kind of in a

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Truman Show way make me comfortable with

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the idea that I already decided I was

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like definitely not going to go down

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that route and when it was all said and

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done at three o'clock in the morning

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when everybody's passed out and I'm wide

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awake on in peeking on acid I look up at

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this in this particular star and this

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star basically in a you know it's

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consciousness the consciousness way it

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was like hey man what's going on here's

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here's what's going on in my entire life

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and I saw you know I time was going who

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knows how much time it took but a star

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walked me through the timeline of its

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existence and the planets that have been

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revolving around it and oh we had life

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pop up on this one for a little while

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and then it went away this one ran into

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that one and that like it showed me all

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this in a matter of like ten minutes and

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I was like this is what the ancients

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were doing you know this right here when

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I'm experienced and now this is how it

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works you know when when they the fact

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that all our gods coordinate with

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celestial bodies this to me is getting

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right at the heart of what what they

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were all about so I felt like this

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experience played me and it got me to

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this particular node on of understanding

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and that was the purpose and with the

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Levin but with the Peter lavinda stuff

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that's kind of my own personal

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experience where I'm like yeah there are

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spiritual forces they do influence

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things and they they can manipulate you

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and people always talk about practicing

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mindfulness that's a part of mindfulness

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you know we're being in the moment all

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these buzzwords really do consider it

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and consider why you know you've made

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certain choices in your life and you'll

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find that there are puppets strings on

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us and all kinds of ways spiritual you

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know conspiratorial you know there's a

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lot going on that people are not paying

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attention to but that just that whole

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experience to me was like okay I get I

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get a lot of what when you see these

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pyramids aligned to

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spell you see these references to the

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Stars okay now I see how they could

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actually communicate and that's maybe an

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animus perspective that all living

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things have a consciousness and like how

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could you communicate with a star you